i dont know anymore ...

= BROKEN-HEARTED GIRL =

And yes there are times when i hate you

But I don't complain

Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

Oh but now i don't hate you I'm happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without you baby

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I dont want a broken heart

I dont want to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh

I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah

I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,

Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0csLlzdhAPk

HI HI HI HI HI HI

WOW-WE! it's been a long long long time since i last posted anything here... sorry i've been neglecting you my dear blog.

well, school has been in session for about a week and two days and im SLOWLY and SURELY going insane.. it has gotten harder with each passing semester. i hope to graduate by MAY 2011. so 4 more semesters (including this semester too). not too bad cuz that would make it 5 YEARS total for me to be graduating COLLEGE. yes. you got it right... HIGHER EDUCATION!!

ANYWAYS, off to happy subject :)

hmmm... well i got nothing. im just content right now so i guess im happy. not jumping for joy happy. but im happy i suppose. how bout YOU help me out and tell me what your definition of "HAPPY" is? i had this convo with a friend before and it was a very DEEP subject. it was good :)

alrighty then...

OOO! and here's some picture i took from a field trip i had last week for school

[above - looks so spooky huh? *shivers*]

[just messing with the options on the camera. i love it!]

.... and so THAT'S the end of my first blog since going back to it :)

yes.. i know this blog is random but HEY!! i LIKE being random so too bad if u dont like chaos and disorder :P

SLEEP IS GOOD

Found this article and thought it was good. ENJOY :)

- i like #6. No wonder lynna and thu seem like they are moody and tired... CLEAN YOUR ROOM GIRLS!!! more sleep = happy people :)


There’s a lot of advice out there about getting good sleep -- and it's very important. We quickly adjust to being sleep-deprived, and don't notice that we aren't functioning at a normal level, but lack of sleep really affects us. If you're feeling blue or listless, try going to sleep thirty minutes earlier for a week. It can really help.

Here are tips that have helped me get good sleep:

Good habits for good sleep:

1. Exercise most days, even if it’s just to take a walk.

2. No caffeine after 6:00 p.m.

3. An hour before bedtime, avoid doing any kind of work that takes alert thinking. Addressing envelopes—okay. Analyzing an article—nope.

4. Adjust your bedroom temperature to be slightly chilly.

5. Keep your bedroom dark. Studies show that even the tiny light from a digital alarm clock can disrupt a sleep cycle. We have about six devices in our room that glow bright green; it’s like sleeping in a mad scientist’s lab. I have to put a pillow over the cable box.

6. Keep the bedroom as tidy as possible. It’s not restful to fight through chaos into bed.
If sleep won’t come

7. Breathe deeply and slowly until you can’t stand it anymore.

8. If your mind is racing (you’re planning a trip, a move; you’re worried about a medical diagnosis), write down what’s on your mind. This technique really works for me.

9. Slather yourself with body lotion. This feels good and also, if you’re having trouble sleeping because you’re hot, it cools you down.

10. If your feet are cold, put on socks.

it's late.

ok. so here's the thing.

- its almost four AM
- cant go back to sleep..i tried
- therefore i am still awake at this hour.
- thought to myself, i should check my blog since ive been neglecting it for awhile now..
- what should i write about?
- hmmmm....i had something to write about.. what was it??
- *light bulb* OH YES! there it is!

1. im taking this philosophy class and its about science, value, and technology. and the first question the prof. asked us was, "what is technology?" hmm.. typically, technology = chips, circuits, electrical stuff, computers, tv, ipod, cars, etc.. the list goes on! BUT HERE'S HIS NEXT QUESTION... can a ROCK be a type of technology?? *scratches head* well.. i dont know... yes? no? what do u think?

2. technology. what would life be like without it? i dont know. scary thought. we've grown so dependent on it that just the thought of not having things so easy is unthinkable... its sad. the other day, or awhile ago.. or a few weeks ago.. (my apology, its late.. i cant remember).. anyways! i was at burger king (i was starving so i gave in for some curly fries..they were GOOD!!! OIL!! YUM YUM!!) --- SO i walked in and stood at the counter. waiting for a few mins. the employees in the kitchen just looked at me. they didnt come up to the register. just stood there doing their own thing in the kitchen. i smiled. they didnt.. haha!! i was ready to order. stood there a little longer. a few seconds maybe. the manager walked by -- he's still in the kitchen btw -- looked straight at me. smiled. and walked right PASS the register and out the door! OK!! now i was totally confused at the moment...i wanted to order! i wanted my CURLY FRIES!! and then.... there he was, standing right next me and said, "i'll take your order here." and oh BOY was i confused when he started touching the screen on this machine next to me. IT WAS AN AUTOMATIC/DIGITAL/WEIRD touchscreen monitor machine that took your order. the manager asked, "what would u like to order?" and i said - still confused and amazed, "...curly fries?" "what size?" "medium." then he said, "ok. pay here." and he pointed to the slot where u would insert your card or cash. (machines dont take coins apparently. they dont like them..) so i paid in dollar bills. and recipe came out and he handed it to me... i asked him if this was new and he said it just came in and that they were testing it out. WEIRD!! he walked back into the kitchen and disappeared.

OK! so i sat there waiting for my fries and another customer walked in and stood at the same spot i was just standing at. he looked at the menu and waited for someone to get to the cashier. and all of a sudden, the manager came out and stood right next to him and said, "i can help you right here sir." he pushed the screen and asked him "what would u like?" and yada yada.. anyways, that guy was amazed by the machine too! hahaha!!

SO WHAT WAS THE POINT OF MY STORY???


im not sure... hahaha!! something bout how technology is taking over our lives!! its scary.. machines taking over.. oh my... wouldnt you rather talk to someone? you know, interaction with an actual person? it was weird... i dont know. i wanna write more, but im too lazy. hehe you get the "gist" tho yea? HEHE

ok i just wanted to write in here. so there it is. i wrote in my blog :)

good night. i will try to sleep.. maybe...

RANDOM THINGS

So! It's been awhile eh? Been busy trying to keep busy but not really wanting to be busy but im busy anyways!!! Make sense? HAHA!!

ANYWHO!!..

school is almost over and SUMMER IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!! what should i do?? yes yes... i WILL GET A JOB! (read ur mind huh? hehe!) gonna look for one as soon as possible!!!! if you know anybody looking for a LAZY worker, then call me! :-p HAHA JK JK... really. im gonna get a job! its one of my many goals for this summer.

speaking of goals, what should i be doing? i have no clue... somebody help me!!

ok! i dont know what im writing. im just writing in her cuz its been so long since i wrote on my blog. SO THERE! i wrote something! :)

LATER people!

i dont know - random i guess

SHOWSTOPPER cover - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxKG1XU1kKY

such a good song. i like. i like. :)


ok, so, on another note!!

today at the meeting, this point stuck to me. yes i was paying attention! hehehe :)

- you cant put one bad potatoe in a bag of 50 good potatoes and EXPECT that one bad potatoe to morph into a good potatoe! [something like that]

- even tho they are in the truth, but are a little worldy and wild, they still have the flu. and if u get too close to them, you'll catch the flu too! [something along those lines...hahahha]


I Corinthians 15:33

QUESTIONS that NEED to be ANSWERED

random things that i want to do. just thought i should write/type them down. so i know its out there.

INSTRUMENTS:
- piano?
- violin?
- drum?
- flute? [ jenna's idea...hahaha "i see u playing that" .. am i a FLUTE kind of person?? its so mellow....HAHA ]
- guitar?
- trumpet? [ just a thought. it seems cool ]
- saxophone? [ another random thought .. it seems COOLer ]

HOBBIES:
- painting?
- writing?
- puzzle "making" - [ putting puzzles together ... a phase that i dont know if i want to get back into or not! haha ]

EXERCISE:
- jogging?
- biking?
- elliptical? [ expensive! maybe ill borrow chi huy's? hehe ]
- hiking? [ lets do it!! ]

TRAVEL:
- new york?
- hawaii?
- oklahoma? [ miss my boo boo.... ]
- australia?
- japan?
- vietnam?
- and somewhere down south ... southeast ... far southeast of the US of A [ hehehe ]


SUGGESTIONS? COMMENTS?

please help! im so undecisive!!