viet-ma-nese :)

just a little visual done by lil du-ey.

[kinda looks like him!]

hahaha!!!! :P

jk jk

SUPER SPIRITUALLY BUSY WEEK

well hey.. it's the end of NOVEMBER!! yay!

let's celebrate cuz im gonna MAKE MY TIME this month!!!

im so so so so so so so so so HAPPY!! and so so so so so so so so TIRED!!!!!

boy am i glad this last week of november was my thanksgiving break!! :)

had a thursday, friday, saturday, and soon-to-be-sunday SERVICE MARATHON!!

---- 27 hours in 4 days! (maybe i CAN regular pioneer after all....)

good night and sleep tight

maybe i'll dream of you tonight....

*wink*

btw, i didn't go to the midnight madness black friday shopping craze this year! i was asleep by 11......SHOCKING, EH??? i know.. im shocked too! hehe :P

now or never

"you're like a maze

i get to a dead end

and i wanna give up

but then i turn around

and look for another way...."

- giving up is the hardest thing to do.

.... but i'm giving up now ....

updates on my AMESOME LIFE

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AND that's that. interesting eh??

- good night buddies of mine :)

DownTown San Jose Ice Skating

it was so cold, so fun, so awesome.

wish u were there (boo boo & pumpkin) :(

& for those who didnt go... BLAH! we had fun with or W/O you....

i kid i kid.

anyways, planning to go again in dec, so u better come then!!

- good night my friends :)

super funny stuff

i just HAD to put this on my blog!!

1. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal, its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven, I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him."

2. A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds. After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?" Without missing a beat, one little boy, the oldest of a family, answered, "Thou shalt not kill."

3. One day, a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?" Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white." The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?"

4. The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer; she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael; he's a doctor.'" A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher, she's dead."

5. The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note and posted on the apple tray: "Take only ONE. God is watching." Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the apples."

- thanks for sharing this, viet! -

that's life for ya

here's the thing.

lately, some unexpectedly things came up and I've been acting very UN-Anna-like.. forgetting things here and there, always late to class, and NOT meeting project deadlines, and most of all...i don't think I'm gonna make my time this month :(

I'm so disappointed in myself....This month has been a roller coaster of ups and downs, loopie-loops and more!

but it'll be OK. I'll figure this out somehow. gotta make it work (at least TRY)

gotta stay positive!!

that's all my babbling for now.

good night and good sleeping to ALL! :)

better in time

another song ...

Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the past
I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

-leona lewis: better in time-

taylor swift's breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away

Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way

People are people and sometimes we change our minds

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm...mmm...Mmm...mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see

Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down

Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand

And I can't...

Breathe without you, but I have to

Breathe without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I try to swerve

People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

It's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend

Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me

And it's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend

Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me...

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

Oh...

I can't breathe without you, but I have to

Breathe without you, but I have to

Sorry, sorry, sorry, yeah, sorry

Sorry, sorry, sorry....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrXfDXeRlx0

SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!!

exhausted.

frustrated.

confused.

stressed.

just plain sick of everything!!

[but im not gonna eat this stress away! i worked too hard to let go and give up now! food doesnt solve anything! FIGHTING!!! ANNA FIGHTING!!!]

friday night

well it's friday night. and im home. hehe so i thought to myself, "hmm.. i should write in my blog." SO HERE I AM, writing this blog about absolutely nothing and absolutely EVERYTHING. lets see... today, i woke up at 830, then 930, then 1030.. bad i know.. should have been out in service. INSTEAD, i stayed home and sulked.. a very VERY UNPRODUCTIVE day "indeed". so i sat or actually more like LAID on the jayden's little couch :P and watched tv for a good two hours! dont know why but i couldnt get my big lazy behind up...and so after that i went upstairs to my "dungeon" and looked through old pics for another hour or so...made me think back at all of the good and carefree times. NOW if only i could turn back time!! that would be awesome!! :) but i cant.. so thats not awesome at all! haha!! man.. what a bunch of gibberish.

anywho, it reminded me of this one poem i came across a while back and i would like to share it with my readers (if i have any.. hehe)

When you grow up

I was looking through photos

Taken in the past

When I found one of us

That made me smile

We were just kids back then

No worries, no shame

Nothing to lose

And a whole lot to gain

But one day you grow up

And the innocence leaves

You get stereotyped

Cast aside from the world

When we were younger

We just didn't care

Playing soldier outside

Or doing up Dolly's hair

Friends with everyone you knew

Until you lost touch

That's just something that happens

When you grow up

And now I feel a little upset

The best days of our lives

Have come and past

And we can't have them back

We can remember

We can look back

To the days of fun

We always used to have

But when you're grown up

It's like an unwritten law

That you'll be a certain someone

But you won't be who you are

You should never forget

Those long summer days

Out till it got dark

Having fun, playing games

And if your stressed

Or feeling down

Remember those days

When no-one ever frowned

Your not completely grown up

If you keep your memories

And thats the poem. nice eh? :) i couldnt stop laughing and smiling throughout the whole looking-through-all-of-my-old-pics. and they're were even some pics that got me thinking bout the not so distant past. and i realized that there really WAS SOMETHING, but i was just denying and not letting myself believe IT WAS SOMETHING... anywho anyhow i know im not making sense but im just writing what's coming out...ignore/block out my ranting (hahahaha)

in conclusion (hehe) just by going through old pics and reminesing bout the past, i really appereciate (EVEN MORE SO) my family and friends and most of all JEHOVAH!! because without Him i dont know where or how i'll be or what i'll be!! :)

Too Much Time?

i was looking through my old pics and this pic came up!!

ALTOIDS ARE YUMMY!! :)

LOVE MARRIAGE

FINALLY finished my korean drama, LOVE MARRIAGE!!

it's so cute! A-MUST-WATCH!!

Basically, it's about two people who even tho they're profession is the COMPLETE OPPOSITE of one another, they fall in love. One is a couple manager aka a matchmaker and the other is a divorce attorny/lawyer. One brings people together and the other breaks people apart.

Dont wanna say anything else cuz im not a movie spoiler.. hehe :P

BUT HERE ARE SOME PICS (and as an INCENTIVE to watch the drama, the leading guy is so so so ADORABLY CUTE HANDSOME!!)

Weight

i just love this pic!! don't you?? :)

so i gotta ask a favor or two,

- tell me if im getting fatter or not every now and then cuz i cant tell

- dont hand me the cookie or the ICE CREAM or burrito... even if im BEGGING you for it, DONT GIVE IT TO ME!! *and if i have a cookie in my hand, grab it and EAT IT!!*

- remind/ask if i exercised that day or not *im forgetful and LAZY sometimes*

thanks for the help! *in fob accent* "i will love you long time" hehe :)

15 more pounds to lose!! + a lil muscle mass/weight wouldnt hurt!! :) hehe

DEADLINE: FIVE MONTHS and counting down!!