friday night

well it's friday night. and im home. hehe so i thought to myself, "hmm.. i should write in my blog." SO HERE I AM, writing this blog about absolutely nothing and absolutely EVERYTHING. lets see... today, i woke up at 830, then 930, then 1030.. bad i know.. should have been out in service. INSTEAD, i stayed home and sulked.. a very VERY UNPRODUCTIVE day "indeed". so i sat or actually more like LAID on the jayden's little couch :P and watched tv for a good two hours! dont know why but i couldnt get my big lazy behind up...and so after that i went upstairs to my "dungeon" and looked through old pics for another hour or so...made me think back at all of the good and carefree times. NOW if only i could turn back time!! that would be awesome!! :) but i cant.. so thats not awesome at all! haha!! man.. what a bunch of gibberish.

anywho, it reminded me of this one poem i came across a while back and i would like to share it with my readers (if i have any.. hehe)

When you grow up

I was looking through photos

Taken in the past

When I found one of us

That made me smile

We were just kids back then

No worries, no shame

Nothing to lose

And a whole lot to gain

But one day you grow up

And the innocence leaves

You get stereotyped

Cast aside from the world

When we were younger

We just didn't care

Playing soldier outside

Or doing up Dolly's hair

Friends with everyone you knew

Until you lost touch

That's just something that happens

When you grow up

And now I feel a little upset

The best days of our lives

Have come and past

And we can't have them back

We can remember

We can look back

To the days of fun

We always used to have

But when you're grown up

It's like an unwritten law

That you'll be a certain someone

But you won't be who you are

You should never forget

Those long summer days

Out till it got dark

Having fun, playing games

And if your stressed

Or feeling down

Remember those days

When no-one ever frowned

Your not completely grown up

If you keep your memories

And thats the poem. nice eh? :) i couldnt stop laughing and smiling throughout the whole looking-through-all-of-my-old-pics. and they're were even some pics that got me thinking bout the not so distant past. and i realized that there really WAS SOMETHING, but i was just denying and not letting myself believe IT WAS SOMETHING... anywho anyhow i know im not making sense but im just writing what's coming out...ignore/block out my ranting (hahahaha)

in conclusion (hehe) just by going through old pics and reminesing bout the past, i really appereciate (EVEN MORE SO) my family and friends and most of all JEHOVAH!! because without Him i dont know where or how i'll be or what i'll be!! :)